The End Or Just The Beginning ?

Sunday Night. I Was Good I Was Fine I Just Showered Washed Away What I Had&I Wasn't Thinking Bout It. But Now I Can't Help But Look Above, I See Everything That Floats Above My Shoulders. Slowly Everything Is Coming Down Weighing Heavy On Me&They're Not Even ON Me. My Heads Pounding, A Knot In My Throat, My Heart Racing&My Stomach ... Oh My Stomach .. heres where i'm held at a halt i don't know what to do, what to say, how to feel .. Every Time Is A Different Feeling. The Same Cycle It Hasn't Sunk In Yet. I Can't Believe It, Its Surreal, Is This Really Happening? To Me? At This Time? Ohh Man I Can't Help But Think .. Think .. Think&After I Do That I Think Again, About The Past, The Present&What The Future Holds For Me .. For Us. There's Time Where I'm Happy I Get Excited, But Most Of All I'm Calm. Wish That Was The Case I Wish I Could Stay Calm But Then I Get Scared, I Fear, I Know I Can Do This I've Been Told, But I FEAR I Can't Do This Alone, I Really Can't or can i? I Am Aware Its Going To Be Hard Under All The Circumstances, But Its Worth It. Everything Has Changed Completely&Honestly I'm Ok W.It Well I'm Going To Be Ok W.It. My Head Stopped Pounding, My Heart Is Pacing, My Knot Is Going Away&My Stomach .. Is Good, Time To Rest. Thank You For Caring For Me From Up Above.

Thursday X

Wake Up To Big Thunder Knocks On My Door But What I'm More Mad At Is That I Wake Up W.The Thought Of You On My Mind. I Forced Myself To Sleep Last Night W.A Clear Head But W.The iPod On Blast&Songs On Shuffle I Couldn't Help But Think How Ironic, The Time I Wanna LEAST Think&Reminisce About You, Songs Seem To Come In Order&Every One Plays One Of Our Many Stories. How Is That? I Hate The Fact That No Matter What I'm Doing Or Where I'm At&How Much I Could Careless About You, I STILL Know Exactly Where You Are&What Your Doing. Its Disgusting How Much We're Known. When They Talk About Me They Refer To You&When They Talk About You They Refer To Me. Seems Like I'm About You&Your About Me. I Hate Myself For Making You Part Of My Life For Making You Something In My Life. I Wish I Never Opened My Doors To You Is This Wrong Of Me? You Make Me Find Myself Back To Where I Started I Wanna Float On A Cloud, Swim W.The Pigeons, Fly W.The Fishes. Now Pass&Let Me Be Don't Tell Me Its Wrong. I Have The Right To Be Hurt I Have The Right To Mad.

Rainy Days In LA

Everyday Is A New Day, The Rain Comes&Washes Last Nights Adventure&Prepares A New One.

Days Like This Is Where I Would Walk Up North, Rush To Be In Your Arms Just To Cuddle&Warm Up, I'd Be Spoon&You'd Be Jelly (: LOL Now I Find Myself In The Opposite Direction I'm Not Used To This. I Mean Idk Is This How It Supposed To Feel? I Have My Friends Telling Me YES! I Deserve This I'm Much Better Off But Can I Really Pull This Off? Taking Me Out Just To Ask How My Day Went Trying To Show Me I'm His No.1 Investment

*Sigh What A Night (: (: (:

1st Of The Month

Start Of A New Month

Time To Pay The Rent

&The Countdown Begins Its Been Years In The Making&For The 1st Time In A Loooong Time I'm Not Torn But I Do Fear This Is The Last Time Imma Attempt To Wake Up&Actually Open My Eyes Its Gonna Blur At 1st But W.In Time Everything Is Gonna Clear Up Right?! I Sure Do Hope So. I'm Beyond Blessed To Have Gotten The Opportunity To Love, Experience&Appreciate How Amazing&Breath Taking You Truly Are Flaws&All. People Can Say What They Want About You, About Me, About Us But No One Will EVER Know But US "Nothing will ever be how we were." I Love You So

TO BE CONTINUED . . .

This Is It

I Find Myself Constantly Thinking Bout Us, About You&I Wonder If You Ever Do The Same. If After A Long Day You Get Home&You Wonder About My Day Cause I Wonder About Yours. If Your 1st Thought In The Morning Is Me&Your Last One Is Me. If You Dream W.Me Like I Dream W.You. If You Look Up At The Moon&Remember All The Nights We Spend Together. If You Miss Me Like I Miss You. If You Want Me Like I Want You. If You Might Love Me Like I Might Love You.

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What is your last name?

Corado

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When will I get my gshock back?

When We Make Up (:

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