20100307

The End Or Just The Beginning ?

Sunday Night. I Was Good I Was Fine I Just Showered Washed Away What I Had&I Wasn't Thinking Bout It. But Now I Can't Help But Look Above, I See Everything That Floats Above My Shoulders. Slowly Everything Is Coming Down Weighing Heavy On Me&They're Not Even ON Me. My Heads Pounding, A Knot In My Throat, My Heart Racing&My Stomach ... Oh My Stomach .. heres where i'm held at a halt i don't know what to do, what to say, how to feel .. Every Time Is A Different Feeling. The Same Cycle It Hasn't Sunk In Yet. I Can't Believe It, Its Surreal, Is This Really Happening? To Me? At This Time? Ohh Man I Can't Help But Think .. Think .. Think&After I Do That I Think Again, About The Past, The Present&What The Future Holds For Me .. For Us. There's Time Where I'm Happy I Get Excited, But Most Of All I'm Calm. Wish That Was The Case I Wish I Could Stay Calm But Then I Get Scared, I Fear, I Know I Can Do This I've Been Told, But I FEAR I Can't Do This Alone, I Really Can't or can i? I Am Aware Its Going To Be Hard Under All The Circumstances, But Its Worth It. Everything Has Changed Completely&Honestly I'm Ok W.It Well I'm Going To Be Ok W.It. My Head Stopped Pounding, My Heart Is Pacing, My Knot Is Going Away&My Stomach .. Is Good, Time To Rest. Thank You For Caring For Me From Up Above.

20100304

Thursday X

Wake Up To Big Thunder Knocks On My Door But What I'm More Mad At Is That I Wake Up W.The Thought Of You On My Mind. I Forced Myself To Sleep Last Night W.A Clear Head But W.The iPod On Blast&Songs On Shuffle I Couldn't Help But Think How Ironic, The Time I Wanna LEAST Think&Reminisce About You, Songs Seem To Come In Order&Every One Plays One Of Our Many Stories. How Is That? I Hate The Fact That No Matter What I'm Doing Or Where I'm At&How Much I Could Careless About You, I STILL Know Exactly Where You Are&What Your Doing. Its Disgusting How Much We're Known. When They Talk About Me They Refer To You&When They Talk About You They Refer To Me. Seems Like I'm About You&Your About Me. I Hate Myself For Making You Part Of My Life For Making You Something In My Life. I Wish I Never Opened My Doors To You Is This Wrong Of Me? You Make Me Find Myself Back To Where I Started I Wanna Float On A Cloud, Swim W.The Pigeons, Fly W.The Fishes. Now Pass&Let Me Be Don't Tell Me Its Wrong. I Have The Right To Be Hurt I Have The Right To Mad.

20100210

Rainy Days In LA

Everyday Is A New Day, The Rain Comes&Washes Last Nights Adventure&Prepares A New One.

Days Like This Is Where I Would Walk Up North, Rush To Be In Your Arms Just To Cuddle&Warm Up, I'd Be Spoon&You'd Be Jelly (: LOL Now I Find Myself In The Opposite Direction I'm Not Used To This. I Mean Idk Is This How It Supposed To Feel? I Have My Friends Telling Me YES! I Deserve This I'm Much Better Off But Can I Really Pull This Off? Taking Me Out Just To Ask How My Day Went Trying To Show Me I'm His No.1 Investment

*Sigh What A Night (: (: (:

20100201

1st Of The Month

Start Of A New Month
Time To Pay The Rent

&The Countdown Begins Its Been Years In The Making&For The 1st Time In A Loooong Time I'm Not Torn But I Do Fear This Is The Last Time Imma Attempt To Wake Up&Actually Open My Eyes Its Gonna Blur At 1st But W.In Time Everything Is Gonna Clear Up Right?! I Sure Do Hope So. I'm Beyond Blessed To Have Gotten The Opportunity To Love, Experience&Appreciate How Amazing&Breath Taking You Truly Are Flaws&All. People Can Say What They Want About You, About Me, About Us But No One Will EVER Know But US "Nothing will ever be how we were." I Love You So

TO BE CONTINUED . . .

20100130

This Is It

I Find Myself Constantly Thinking Bout Us, About You&I Wonder If You Ever Do The Same. If After A Long Day You Get Home&You Wonder About My Day Cause I Wonder About Yours. If Your 1st Thought In The Morning Is Me&Your Last One Is Me. If You Dream W.Me Like I Dream W.You. If You Look Up At The Moon&Remember All The Nights We Spend Together. If You Miss Me Like I Miss You. If You Want Me Like I Want You. If You Might Love Me Like I Might Love You.

20100122

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When will I get my gshock back?

When We Make Up (:

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Can you stop posting these retarted questions on facebook?

NO

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why are you apple and not orange or something else?

Because The Wife Made It That Way

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do you have a facebook?

I Do

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are you really into shoes?

Yessir

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what race are you?

Latina 8% Filipina (Doubt That Counts Tho)

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you seem to be a smart ass? lol

&You Seem Not To Get It Haha My Bad Lol

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Can you show me where to put my signature on here? I cant find it.

I'll Make It Easier Type Your Name At The End Of The Question

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20100121

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so are you questioning my balls by saying i wont ask questions to your face?

Yes Cause You Sign All Your Questions "Anonymous"

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Apple is it? did you recent ex have a good bite?

Great One (:

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How was your first time like? was it what you expected? have u ever liked someone by talkin to him once? where was the weirdest place you have met someone and hung out with right after?

1st Time Was More Like Forced. Enough Said. It Takes More Than A Conversation For Me To Like You. Idk Bout Weirdest Hasn't Happened, Not That I Know Of Lol

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whats the point of this questioning thing?

To Ask Me Maybe Something You Didn't Have The Balls To Ask Me

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follow me, or ask a ?

NO More Like You Follow Me Or Ask Another Question

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20100117

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What do you must like on a guy? are you the type that has a good laugh about things in general and dont let things get to you?

What Do I MUST Like In A Guy ? Personality. I Do Have A Good Laugh About Things&Depending On What The Situation Is I Don't Let Shit Get To Me, Like It Takes A Lot To Make Me Jealous Kinda Thing

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What do you like in a guy? do you u believe in love at first sight? and have u ever had a quick crush on someone u met right there and then?

I Like Someone That Can Stand On His Own. Someone Who Takes Care Of Himself, No Gay Shit. Physically I'm Big On Style, Body Well Worked (x

I Don't Believe In 'Love' In General SoI Don't Believe In 'Love At First Sight' But I Am Guilty Of Crushing On Someone Right Then&There

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20100116

Trip


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What's Gona take me to go out with u? And whats the best way to tell you how good you look?

Go Out As In We're Gonna Meet Each Other? As A Date? Or As In A Relationship?

Let Me Know I Mean Don't Be Rude About It&Most Of All DON'T Be Corny

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Do you date fat guys? Do I have a chane?

I Haven't. Idk If You Have A Chance Idk You. I Like To Say I'm Not Shallow, I Don't Have A Type, But My Passed Boyfriends Have Been Jocks. To Get My Attention Is Not That Hard To Keep It Is.

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20100114

X-FIles Pt.I

Come Aboard So We Could Roll
I'll Have You Back Before You Know

You Send Me The Opposite Direction Of Right
So I Guess I'm Going Left, While I'm Trying To Be Wrong
To The Left To The Left He Got Me Feeling So Gone

So Far Gone Many Miles From Home
Come Kiss Me Baby Put Me In My Zone
Fuck Them Other Hoes I'll Never Leave You Alone

Your So Special The One I Say Yes To
Yes YOU You Keep My Head Up In The Clouds
Right Next To The Sun Please Don't Burn Me Hun Your The One

SOD Quickly I Need Your Love
The Lust We Had For Each Other Im So Sure Of

It Used To Be Infatuation But I Watched Your Transformation

.. TO BE CONTINUED

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what kind of dancing do you do?

All Kinds Everything From Contemporary To Modern
From Ballet To Hip Hop Well Actually Except Tap Dancing&Such

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Whats your Yahoo! then? lol

APPLExSOLE

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what does it mean to be "happy mealin' it" ?

Lol Look At Your Driver's License Picture&That's What What It Means Lol

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What is your AIM!?

You Can Catch Me An Yahoo !

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Lmaoo

Boy#1 : Girl tells me that some thirsty ass PERSON hit her up from an aim (the aim was Sidity....smthn dont remember exactly) trying to be her friend. and Then i had a fake aimer as well "aimmedadddy" trying to get me to send her piks. lol this how yaw doin it on 2010.? too tight :)

Boy#2 : man ive had someone texting me for the past month talkin about "i want your dick in and around my mouth"
Boy#1 :
lol nigga wuts wrong wid ppl
hemeka knows who her person is. thas all bad. lmao
mine signed off soon as i started tlkn bout her bein fake
n yours. thas a whole new level. they got yo NUMBER lol
Boy#2 :
lmao hell yea man i tried callin them but they never pick up. i know its a nigga tho which makes it super gay
Boy#1 :
yea they jumped on tha sweet boat
btw tht was me u was talkn to earlier on her aim lol
ma bad man i was makin maself laugh.
Boy#2 :
lmao i knew it wasnt her man. we went but the tickets were sold out so we went to chipotle
Boy#1 lol if all else fails. go to chipotle
Girl :
lmao bros let me tell you next time i get a fake aim im just gonna put it on my status
like F* it lol
they wanna go hard i i will just go harder
& the same fake aim ever aim
meim gonna put the name and the name right next to it to top it offBoy#1 : you know you kud still put tha persons name ahahaGirl : lmao i knowww but let me be nice this time to these
Scummm thirst bucket

20100113

Slick

Him : Hey baby, can I buy you a drink?

Me : Sorry, I Have A Boyfriend.

Him : Really? I have a goldfish.

Me : Huh?

Him : Oh sorry, I thought we were talking about shit that doesn't matter.

Haha WOW Aight

Be Very Careful ...

... If You Make A Woman Cry, Because GOD Counts Her Tears. The Woman Came Out Of A Man's Rib. Not His Feet To Be Walked On. Not From His Head To Be Superior, But From The Side TO BE EQUAL. Under The Arm To Be Protected&Next To The Heart To Be Loved

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How long do we gotta be dating before I can tap that ass?

Lol If We End Up Together You'll Find Out

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